Coward......

sometime...
i'm hating myself...
i was hating myself why i so cowardly...
i was hate myself why i so stupid...
i knew that got someone also dont like me...
i knew that i always use you all become my jokes...
i knew that i was too over sometimes...
i just want to make you all happy....
i really dont want hurt you all heart...
sometimes i was playing too over...
i didnt mention that the thing that i say will hurt you all...
when i mention that the word that i say will hurt people...
it was too late...
the thing that i already say out...
cannot be reject...

when i facing you...
is also like that...
i dont know what i want to saying in front of you...
even that got the things want say to you...
why become like this????
before that i can chat normaly with you...
but after that time all already changing.........
dont know why you suddenly treat me so good but suddenly treat me so cold....
i already dont know what are you thinking about now....
now i also become like this because that i dont know what can i say to you...
i scare that the thing that i say will hurt you...
maybe that is just my excuse of my coward...

I MUST CHANGE THIS ALL!!!!

JUST A CRAZY CLASS——♥♥♥♥6RST♥♥♥♥

在这个班待了三个月...
让我知道了这不是一个正常人待得到的地方...
大家个个都是有点神经的...
每天上课都是在一个疯狂的情况下进行的...
再怎么恐怖的老师都好...
当他踏进我们班的时候...
还是彻底的被制服了...
就算是本来乖乖仔的我(应该会有人要吐了)
也被弄得是其中的一份子了^^V

在这个班里...
大家都有各自疯的东西...
一堆人在疯着玩自拍(那几个应该会懂)
一堆人在疯电脑(就是我那堆==)
还有一堆人就疯讲话(剩那堆了)
然后还有一个最疯的就在那边乱乱疯(大家应该懂是谁吧XD)
虽然大家正常时都是疯自己的...
但到了一定的时候大家就会疯在一起了...
(印象里我们还没正常过==)
我们的校园生活就是这样疯在一起的

在这个班里...
每个人都很不错...
开得起玩笑~
玩得起~
疯得起~
我是经常玩人的那个人
(但我被玩的次数远远超出我玩人的次数)
有时候我玩到很疯的时候...
我就没去注意到你们的感受...
我真的不是故意的...
希望你们不要介意...


在这个班里...
我们有着18个疯子(还有个隐形的)
每个都有不同的petten...

就先从我们班的老大LIM HUI开始说起吧...
简而来说...
她就是老大==
决定班里大事的老大...
当我们班有什么事要决定的时候...
她就会出手来解决了...

做老大隔壁的正常人...ITCHING... LI CHING...
算起来她就是在我们班比较正常的一位...
发疯几率很低的乖乖学生...


接下来就到恐怖的疯子CARYN WOON...
正如上面所说....
疯子一个==
但这班里少了她的话...
我们班就死气沉沉了...
(疯事太多...简短就好==|||)

恐怖疯子隔壁的小瓜...I TALK...SHIN YEE
她很明显的特质就是...
小只~~
别看它小只...
她疯起来可跟CARYN WOON有得比...
(同上...一切从简==)

饼干妹...EATING... EETING BONG...
她就好像是开饼干店酱的...
每天都有吃不完的饼干...
口味还是不一样的...
而且有时还像野餐这样...
大包小包到学校...
有点要感谢的就是多亏了这样...
有时我才会有加料的情况^^
(其实是我厚脸皮去讨的）

FEI POH...CHEN XIN POH
不知被谁叫成FEI POH的可怜人
(好像是我==)
班里爱乱拍的成员之一...
再不管什么情况下都能拍照的奇异人士XD
(有一点要说的就是希望你不要生气叻...
每次都那你来开玩笑...
但你应该也不是那么小气的人吧XD)

FEI POH的隔壁...CACING... SHEA CHING
一样与CHEN XIN POH同属爱乱拍成员之一...
经常混在一起乱拍...
爱睡榜上也有所留名...
当中的大姐大~~

ok...that is time for the other guys...
first is for the handsome guy that sit beside me...
RENGASAMY..
he is a good teacher that teach me tamil XD
but he is useless that because some of the tamil he don't know!!!!

next... is VEERARAJ .... a guy that always IMAGENATION ...
a professional hacker in our class...
although that he is quite lazy...
but is a fact that he is clever...
but besides me XD

prince noti canai ... SALMAN...
a good student that in our class...
but sometime he will also crazy and play with us~~

AZLAN...our Spanish king in class...
he is quite pro in other language...
n he is also pro in IT...
but he got one weak point ....
that is we are hard to wake up him...
even that we got 5 ppl shout beside him==

at last... RASHID... a bukkake king XD
a quite handsome pengawas in our class...
he always think something that are weird to us==

so that is our class... 6RST~♥♥
hopes that we can keep continue our friendship like this even that after we graduate from this school~~




(sorry to the others that i not write in this blog...
MAHIRA...ISNAWATI...FATIN...SHIMA...YISHALINI
because my idea had finished XD)

错

最近
看着大家的生活越来越充实了
然而
自己还在原地踏步
每天都b不知在干着什么
读完书回到家就睡觉
起床后就开始玩电脑
对于未来什么的完全没去想想
每天都一直过着一样的生活
做着一样的事
大家似乎找到了各自的目标
然而一开始就找到了目标的我
却变得一无所有
完全不知道接下来的自己要干什么


现在想想
我是不是做错决定了
当初在大家想着要去哪里读书时
我只是想着要快点做好决定
不要太过麻烦
所以就选择了读中六
然而现在
感觉上我已做错了决定了
跟当初在中三时所作出的决定一样
错了














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乱~~乱~~乱

最近不知怎么搞的
生活变得很乱
乱得我完全不知道自己干了什么
在学校也好
在家里也好
都乱得不像样
感觉自己好像已经要疯了
彻彻底底的疯了