Just a thorn...

Tomorrow is your birthday...
Actually I wanna say happy birthday to u...
But...
I dunt know how I wanna say this to u...
Caz I still cannot put down this...
Dunt know want use what kind of identity to talk that to u...
I know i was so noob...
So long time ored...
Still cannot put down that feeling...
Maybe only the time is not enough...
Still need the distance that let me to forgot u...

Haiz...
Caz like that...
This year I will not give the birthday gift to u...
Cannot like last year...
Give the gift to u...
That let u surprise on pesta tanglong...
But this year...
Cannot be like that...
Caz I dont have a good reason that to give the gift...

But no matter how...
I will also hope u dont force urself to study...
Dont ruined ur body...
Take care urself...

Last ...wish u had a happy birthday~~
And wish u happy everyday and beautiful always<3♥

Farthest Distance~~

世界上最远的距离，不是爱，不是恨，

而是熟悉的人，渐渐变得陌生

The furthest distance in the world is not love, not hate

But is familiar people, gradually become to a stranger~~


Just like this sentence I read today,
"世界上最远的距离不是爱也不是恨而是熟悉的人变得陌生"
This is the thing that people are scare happen...
But...
This is just like the what me and she become....


Even that she is same class with me...
Even more she was seat in front of me...
But the relation between me and she just like the stranger...
Or is worst than this relation...
Before that day...
Means that before 6 month from now...
We are still was a good friend...
Or can say was we are best friend...
But after that day....
Although we known for a long time already...
Longer than anyone in SMKPJ...
But we are become to stranger...
Like dunt know each other....

I really dunt want become like this...
I just wanna have a normal talk like friend...
Just like before...
Talk anthing...
With no restrict...
But seem like this is hard to back to that time...

And now...
U are just the farthest place in my heart...

Good Guy

Today....
I heard something that make me shock...
I was totally dont believe that was true....
The first thing that in my brain was...
They was so pro...
They can keep this so many month before us...
Even that their classmate....
Also dont know about their relationship...

After I 'sam pat' to know more about their thing ....
I was feel that i was so ‘noob'...
That was because he was a quite quiet man in their class...
And without the many action....
He can get the girl heart....
That was the thing that I envy him....
And also I iniquisitive him how he catch that girl heart.....

Haiz...
I still cannot get why somebody can have a relationship so easily but somebody cant...
I was do so many to 'her'...
But still cannot get her heart...
Instead the relationship between me and she become worst...
Just like the stranger....
The person that dont know each other...
I was tried to talk with her after that day...
But....
She was just like want to ignore me...
And dont want to face to me...
This make me feel sad...
Sad not because that she didnt accept me...
I sad because that we just like not as friend anymore....

I want to admit that sometime I was tried to run away from her...
That was because I dont know what I want to say to her...
With the pass of the time...
I was tired about the situation like this....
Is that I do something wrong????Is that the time I told out that ‘我喜欢你’ was wrong??

Or Maybe just like one of my friend say...
" I Was A Good Guy"
Ya... I really is a good guy...
A guy that good until stupid..................................................

What I Should Do Now?~?

Everybody are busy about their STPM now...
I was also a student that will face STPM end of this year...
But why i feel like i was not one of them??
No effort in study....
No mood in studing....
Dont know go to school for what...

Haiz...
Lazy to thinking so much...
I think maybe is time to study hard...
For my future...
For my parents...
N for you~~♥♥