JuSt Cann0T Control~~

dun knw y

that's a quite long time ored

not like this anymore

listen to the song 

and the tear falling itself

haha

even the full song havent release 

but mayb is the lyric and the writer too pro

just made me fall in the song

n addict on it <3<3<3

waiting for the full song~~

One Day One Sentence - Things will come to you as it is planned for you.

Things will come to you as it is planned for you. The firmer you grip,the easier you lose. We’ve tried and cherished,we have a clear conscience. Let the fate take care of the rest.

是你的，就是你的。越是紧握，越容易失去。我们努力了，珍惜了，问心无愧。其他的，交给命运。

的确...有些事真的是要看开...越是执着，越容易失去... 也许有些是真的是命运决定的... 强求不来...

虽然有时结果会让你伤心，难过......但只要尝试过了... 就不会留下遗憾... 到老时才在那里后悔....

那...尝试了结果会是如何？ 呵呵...谁知道... 这也要等到完成了之后才知道吧~~

想不起...也忘了...

话说好久没动这东西了

这期间

有很多的东西想写

可是

却写不下

也想不起要写什么了

呵呵

这情况

搞到我现在好像已经是上了年纪的老人一样

得了老人痴呆症似得

有人羡慕现在这样的我

只是

这并不是我想要的

虽然我是想忘了一些事

但也没必要把其他的一些事也忘了

一些记得

一些忘记

模糊的记忆

现实

虚幻

不知那些是真是假

现在

写下这些

也许在哪天

我又把这些我写过的东西给忘了

呵呵

希望不会真的变成那样吧

XD

Had A Happy Day~~

Today is really a happy day to me...
Party in the school~
Aruba people in school~~
Play a trick to other without limit~~
No studying in school~
This really make me happy in today~~
I feel that it was so long time ago that i didnt laugh seriously like this...
I was almost forget that how to laugh from the heart...
But thanks to this party...
It makes me found back the feeling...
The feeling of HAPPY~~

Coward......

sometime...
i'm hating myself...
i was hating myself why i so cowardly...
i was hate myself why i so stupid...
i knew that got someone also dont like me...
i knew that i always use you all become my jokes...
i knew that i was too over sometimes...
i just want to make you all happy....
i really dont want hurt you all heart...
sometimes i was playing too over...
i didnt mention that the thing that i say will hurt you all...
when i mention that the word that i say will hurt people...
it was too late...
the thing that i already say out...
cannot be reject...

when i facing you...
is also like that...
i dont know what i want to saying in front of you...
even that got the things want say to you...
why become like this????
before that i can chat normaly with you...
but after that time all already changing.........
dont know why you suddenly treat me so good but suddenly treat me so cold....
i already dont know what are you thinking about now....
now i also become like this because that i dont know what can i say to you...
i scare that the thing that i say will hurt you...
maybe that is just my excuse of my coward...

I MUST CHANGE THIS ALL!!!!